Thursday, September 17, 2009

post-nights

I've realized the past couple nights, while I drive back home in stupid 495 traffic from the furthest possible places I decide to go, that although Ramadan should be the month of Quran, and is for many, in my case, due to Taraweeh, I might actually end up reading LESS Quran in Ramadan. Preparing for the night leaves little leeway to read other than that portion that will be recited...

Long term solution: and I might as well call this a goal: not have to review for Ramadan.

Current solution: there's still a couple days left.

About the last 10. The first couple nights, I don't remember which one in specific, but the moon looked like it was crying while I drove home. 25th night was amazing though. Last night, not like the 25th. 2 more.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

oh my mind

Competition, wack judging.
Intentions. Intentions. Intentions.
School.
Taraweeh.
Quran.
Ramadan.
Last 10 nights.
Khushoo'.
al-Nafs.
Nafsi.
Arabic.
Quran.
Slacking.
Classes.
Teaching.
Graduation.
Job.
Internship.
Computers.
Tahajjud, here or there.
Quran.
Review, sunnah of Sahabah.
Friends.
Heart.
Brain.
Travelling.
Homework.
Assignments.
Projects.
Should get to that.
Balance.
Waking up.
Going to sleep.
Qira'ah.
Fahm.
Balance.
Intentions.
Intentions.
Chill.
Play.
Work.
Cha-ching.
Bills.
School.
Work.
Lazy.
Iftar.
Light.
Moderate.
Dead.
Click, click, click.